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Jealous

It's been years since the last post.
Im in Kluang now, away from families and friends..
Zara is a big girl now. I think shes ready to be a kakak :D

Cd away for kursus for lubnan :( sedihnye....
and me and little zara tinggal sendiri since 4 mths ago.. (waa.. how time flies so fast...)
and everytime, i left zara with her pengasuh, there is one small tinge, dot... feelings of jealousy?
huhu...

Cd said its okay, but for me...
ive spent the whole weekdays at work.. like 9hx7days..
only got to spend 48h with her during weekends, if tak buat locum...
:(

I hope, I pray that i can balik to Shah Alam! huhu.. I dont want to be here alone for the next one year.
no. it's not healthy for me or baby..
:(

and i dont really like my workplace too...
arrgghhhh...



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